It’s all over the place! The vertical, lighter lines are the markers. Each first line (i.e. 5, 37, 71 and 90 seconds), is when she told me to tense my muscles. The second lines (i.e. 9, 46, 74, and 96 seconds) are when she told me to relax my muscles. The lines SHOULD be very tall and edgy in between the markers and should be short and wavy in between the ending marker and the next starting marker… like this (the middle line on the computer screen):
Mine obviously is not
overly similar to that. BUT TODAY something magical happened, I had a beautiful
EEG reading after the connective tissue massage! Check it out:
Much
more normal looking! The physiotherapist was very excited, because obviously
something good is going on down in my pelvic musculature area… although I’m not
quite sure what. That’s not true, this shows that I obviously know how to tense
AND how to relax my pelvic muscles, my issue is, even though this shows that I
CAN do it, I don’t actually feel a huge difference between when my muscles are
tense or when they’re relaxed.
She printed
these off for me to bring to show the psychologist on Tuesday, so we’ll see
what she has to say about them, and about my homework (thinking errors… senate focus,
etc). Apparently the next step might be dilators, not as scary as I used to
think, which is a good sign, but I still get nervous about the idea.
Physiotherapist expense update:
Today’s total: $40.00
Grand
Physiotherapy total: $290.00
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